It's been a full year since Jolynn's bone marrow transplant. She has survived, she has thrived! There have been milestones and there have been a couple minor setbacks and yet she plunges forward, diving into the future with zeal. It's mind boggling to think that her transplant happened just minutes before the pandemic crashed into our lives like a gigantic tsunami wave....and yet, that is what happened. While treading in the flood of Covid19, we hung onto buoys in the pursuit of also surviving her MDS cancer diagnosis in October, 2019. So much has happened and yet, everything feels like it's been frozen in time. Dichotomy.
Frankly, I expect more of myself - I am disappointed in my lack of desire to write creatively about what it's been like for the past year. But, that is what I have - numbness. It won't always be like this - give it time. I will return. The wave is starting to recede just a tad. My thoughts are consumed with the sadnesses and tragedies of this pandemic and misted with my longing to hold my daughter's hand again, my buoy.
In the meantime, I am dutifully and happily reporting that Jolynn is getting better every single day!
And she wishes to extend her sincere gratefulness and love to everyone for supporting and loving her through this tumultuous swell of events. She is feeling privileged, grateful and loved. So, thank you!
It's so good to hear from you. You two have been in my thoughts. I've been wondering how you both are doing. Thanks for writing this! Sending big virtual hugs your way!
ReplyDeleteThis is Kris G by the way. I noticed I'm listed as "unknown." :)
DeleteThank you Kris! It's nice to hear from you, as well. I hope your family is staying safe - sending hugs your way, as well. What a bizarre turn of events.... and now we have snow! Take good care and thank you for commenting on my blog!
DeleteA medical miracle has happened and I like to think one will happen again and hopefully soon! Like maybe being able to safely get on an airplane and visit our kids!
ReplyDeleteYes, let's hear it for miracles! We are extremely fortunate in a sea of not-so-fortunate so although I want to feel sorry for myself because I miss HC and Alex, I try to stay positive and grateful. I look forward to "leaving on a jet plane...". Thanks Ken for commenting on my blog.
DeleteThanks for the good news!!! With medical science, her determination and especially with your love and help, Jolynn has survived and thrived. This cheers me immensely and I send you both my hope for many years of health and happiness!
ReplyDeleteThank you! I don't know who wrote this but I appreciate it very much.
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